Absentee

I've been under the radar all covert ninja-like--if only the reasons were actually cool.

I am now playing catch up in every single one of my 19 credit hour classes. I am kind of feeling this mixed blessings thing because I have a metaphorical Get Out of Jail Free card that I wish I didn't have but at times like these, what would I do without it?

Yet, what are the implications for me as a student who is struggling through college? Are my achievements and successes indicative of artificial aided accomplishments?

It's kind of interesting how invested you can be in attacking life. It really becomes apparent when there are bumps in the road because those pot holes reverberate to every corner of your life. I'm not sure how I feel about that...feels almost like everything that is connected in life through God's wisdom, rises and falls with these ripples...maybe God should be more detached?

Or. We need to trust in Him more.

I'm voting the latter.

Also, hoping more in favor of the latter.